It's been some time since last I posted.
First off, there will be no surgery to remove the tumor as the head oncologist fears microscopic cancer cells in pelvic area could form new tumors if oxygen hits. He said that removing the tumor will only cause more problems and I'm okay with that. :)
I've been drinking my Essiac tea and believing that the Universe is moving. It left my sister-in-luv, Barbi, able to go to Bulgaria. She had her reservations about going, worried about the possibility of my having surgery. She wanted to be here for that to help take care of me. When I told her that surgery was a 'no go', it was about 30 minutes after she put it to God that she wanted to go to Bulgaria. My calling her to tell her this news was an answer for her to go. She is now returning after 3 weeks being in a land she adores with people she loves.
I made a deal with Mother/Father God...if they healed me I would teach. I am being healed. I am teaching. I don't look for students. They come to me. When I learn new things, the Universe sends me people who need the info. I just learned. It's amazing!
I made it very clear that I will not go and search out students. They are to cross my path when the Universe says it's time and never a moment before. About 15 people crossed my path at work when I returned after learning the tumor's 'demise' report. They wanted to learn about the Essiac. Two people on Facebook contacted me within minutes of my posting the report. The Universe began to move.
What they do with the information is up to them. I simply passed on what I had learned from my experience. This is teaching. I crossed paths with a grocery worker yesterday who told me that her two aunts had cancer. I gave her the Essiac information. Hopefully, it will help. :)
I am learning other things as well. I do not put Mother/Father God in a box, nor do I stick to a dogma or specific doctrine. I've learned that the Universal energies of creation are larger, more complex than what man can imagine. I search all forms of learning, expanding my mind in general. I search out music, philosophies, literature. The Universe teaches, using many forms of mediums. I am seeking.
Am currently reading "American Gods" by Neil Gaiman. I should say 're-reading' it. I read it a few years ago, but was unable to appreciate the storyline until now. I am also reading 'Dracula', 'Frankenstein', and seeking out more ways to expand my mind. Just listened to, for the first time, "Operation: Mindcrime" by Queensryche. (My friend, Julie, has told me of this album quite a few times and I just decided to give it a listen.) I will need to listen to it again and again before the music grows on me, but the conceptual goal from the group during this creation is powerful. Many lines from the songs make powerful statements.
I don't want to waste my time on this earth by easing through life. I want to learn, grow, and pass on any insights that may come my way. It's a deal I made with Mother/Father God and I intend to keep it.
Quote for the day:
"And I raise my head and stare into the eyes of a stranger. I've always known that the mirror never lies. People always turn away from the eyes of a stranger, afraid to know what lies behind the stare." -Queensryche: "Eyes Of A Stranger" (Operation: Mindcrime)-
Let's stop turning away from strangers. This past Friday morning as I was entering a grocery store, a woman came out who was a total stranger. We smiled and said 'Good morning' to each other. It was a wonderful experience. Don't pass by an opportunity like that. If you can, make someone's day with a smile. It will make your day, as well. I'm tired of the way the world is turning so selfish and unloving. We CAN make a difference, all we have to do is...just do it.
Pass it on.
Rock on!
