Brianna's birthday is today. She turns 20 years old. My niece. Amazing how fast the time has gone!.
Drizzling today, nice and cool. Can't wait for fall and winter to get here. :)
I have another chemo treatment on Friday. Vance and Barbi coming down tomorrow night to be with me on this journey. The only thing that makes it bearable is for my family to be here. I truly believe that without the love of friends and family I would give up. There would be no reason to hang on. So much to hang onto this life for. Vance, Barbi, Brianna and Brad, Julie, Shelly, my kitty (Strypurr...aka: Bubboo), Carmen, my mom, my sister Marla, many others...life is so full of things and people we take for granted every day. This disease is pissing me off! How dare it try to sneak in like the coward it is and try to steal my life? How dare this disease think it will win? I am so PISSED OFF at this situation. The anger, in this case, is a powerful weapon. Sometimes I need that anger to show me how much power over this situation I really have. I have a life to live and I INTEND TO LIVE IT! It's like my friend, Jim, said: "You can't just 'want' to live...you have to 'intend' to stay." Well, my intention, road-to-hell-paved-with or not, is to LIVE, LIVE LIVE! Stamp this package of cancer: "Rejected - Return to Sender", thank you very much. :)
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